Blogs on demand?

Many people were wondering on the quality of my last two blogs... they said it lacked the quality and the usual sarcasm all my earlier post had... I welcome critics and I did ponder on this issue and yeah it was true even I thought, they could have been written in a better way... I started writing to express my feelings and to sharpen my creativity by writing online and truly specking I wrote when I had nothing better to do then to sit and daydream but lately I have been writing not for me but for people... My friends now use me as a medium to express what we all face... It's the highest honor I could have got... request to perform is a dream come to true for every amateur performer... but then it took away the fun of writing... though I would have written on the topic any way even if my friends hadn’t asked me too but when I write after they know it, its no more fun.. I mean c'mon I wrote to make them smile and surprise them but if they know what I am suppose to write they would be critical reading it rather than enjoying it and I cant put sarcastic fun in it when I know that my folks know what about to come.. the element of surprise is not anymore with it... writing such an accuse would generally coz me loose friendship with many and after that sorry box blog I do have to think twice b4 I write but thanks to U4's anti porn software which blocks by blog due to the abuses in it no one in U4 can view my blog... initially I was sad about it coz I knew my friends wont be able to read it anymore but then I thought yes! They won’t be able to read it anymore!!! They wouldn’t take pain of going somewhere else just to read my blog so that means I can write whatever I want... WOW!!! Freedom at last... though I would surely miss the fun and comments my friends used to drop by and how sometimes they would discuss it... one even put the link to the blog in his photo album... I know it’s not much but yes, I do take pride in it and consider it an accomplishment... if my friend like reading it, then it fulfills my wish... and that the price I’ll have to pay for the freedom...
Another reason for my blog being deprived of sarcasm is than in real life I am not so funny anymore... initially I would go around make fun of people comment on them take verbal fights now I don’t do this anymore... people would stop me before we get into an argument and now even I don’t feel like debating every time... and due to few comments by some friends on how I am rude I don’t feel like making fun of people... I now actually think of their feelings...

I!! I!!! I!!!...

I actually think such... can you imagine... the most rude guy in the corner actually thinks of other people feeling now and the job he was most good at "making fun of people" he is not doing it any more... and that to has affected my writing.. Coz I write what I think... it’s in a flow... I don’t stop while writing... so if a humor comes in my mind while writing a conversation or an incident I’ll write it and since I am not thinking of such thing it’s showing in my writing...
So what's the point of this writing?? the point is... readers please bear with me... I am tiring to get the humorous me back... yes! Wait for few more days and then I’ll be there making fun of you all again... Haaahhahaa!!
So get ready and prepared folks, coz the old raghav is ready to rock...

I AM BACK!!!